Themes/Trigger Warning: grooming, consent, coercion, sexual abuse, underage, mental health.
Synopsis & Review: A psychological fiction set in the US state of Maine. This is the story of fifteen year-old schoolgirl, Vanessa Wye and her relationship with Jacob Strane, her forty-five year old English teacher. Vanessa is a bright and ambitious young girl who joins a new boarding school with no acquaintances. She expresses an interest in English literature and poetry which paves as a building point of her relationship with Strane. Over the months, they spend time together outside of the classroom and things becomes physical between them. The story alternates between young Vanessa and adult Vanessa, who is now in her thirties. Vanessa's adult life is chaotic and discontented. She is still in touch with Strane and they speak occasionally. He has recently been accused of sexual harassment by another student and could go to trial - his fate resting in Vanessa's hands.
I found this book difficult to read because of its complex issues and explicit nature but at the same time I couldn't stop reading it. I wasn't able to understand Vanessa's reasoning behind multiple thoughts, beliefs and actions. However, I think this is probably because I was too aware of the abuse inflicted on her - I couldn't see it as anything besides that. It is a heart-breaking story which really shows the reality of abuse and the effects on its victims. The disconnect between her mind and body is described so well that it feels as though you experience it yourself. The writing style throughout was bold and haunting which I thought fits the dark plot really well.
Overall, this was a mentally and emotionally challenging read, but I was so tied to the story I had to know the outcome. The quiet, realistic end really won me over. Although I must admit, at first I was disappointed in the end but after some time and reflection I thought it was brilliant. I understand this book is not for everyone but I would still recommend it - just be prepared for its sensitive nature. If you are triggered by any of the themes mentioned it would be best to skip this one.
Fave Quotes: 'Hide all you want, but the truth will always find you.'
Rating: 4/5
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