Themes/triggers: freedom, self-discovery, love, loss, time, legacy, depression, suicidal thoughts.
Synopsis & Review: A fantasy novel which spans across 300 years; set mostly in France and New York. France, 1714: a young woman, Addie LaRue escaping from her life makes a deal with the darkness in a moment of desperation. Her wish to live forever is granted - but with every deal made there is a sacrifice - and in return Addie is cursed to be forgotten by everyone she meets. So begins the journey of Addie's life across centuries and continents as she tried and fails to leave her mark on the world. Until over 300 years later, she stumbles across a young man in a bookstore and he utters the three words she never thought she'd hear.
Ah, where to start with this book! The depth and complexity, the darkness and the light, but most importantly the plot itself - I loved everything about it, from start to end (despite its length). This is a unique and gripping story, I couldn't stop thinking about it afterwards. The story progresses quiet slowly and I mostly enjoy a book which keeps me on edge - so I was impressed that it held my attention.
Addie is a strong, complex character. Her courage, strength and passion for life is so inspiring. I felt transported into Addie's world - as if I had travelled across the seas, experienced the terror of wars and the advancements in society and technology - alongside with her. Addie's character development throughout the novel is fantastic, she remains in touch with her human feelings and emotions despite the extraordinary situation she is trapped in.
Although Addie is the main character (and a brilliant one indeed), I have to say I enjoyed Henry's segments of the book a lot more. I found him extremely relatable in his thoughts, feelings, character and troubles. I think Shwab did an immaculate job of writing Henry and his mental health - putting words to difficult emotions in the most poetic way. I was in awe after reading particular passages from Henry's past. The dynamic between Addie and Henry is perfectly balanced by the extreme difference in their life experiences. The relationship between Addie and Luc is also a key component throughout the story. Over the years, both characters grow and their feelings towards each other change. Their unhealthy power/control trait is represented through a series of games - often messy with cycles of abuse. The were some scenes which I wish didn't happen (if you've read it you'll know what I mean!) but then again, loneliness can drive people to do the unimaginable.
I found myself questioning Addie's true feelings towards both Luc and Henry and felt her deepest need was to be remembered, not loved. The end was mysterious yet satisfying, I loved the fact that all the characters truest desires are met but the final twist leaves the future open to endless possibilities. I do hope we get a sequel or even a separate book on Henry!
The prose and value of art depicted in this book were outstanding features for me. It's so beautiful how (just like words) art can connect people and bring meaning in countless ways. The writing throughout is extremely expressive and rhythmic in the most subtle way. This book will stay with me for a lifetime - one I will always turn back to for comfort and reflection. Full of depth and thought-provoking concepts of the human experience, time and what it means to be remembered.
Rating: 5/5
Favourite Quotes: (too many, but here are a few)
'If a person cannot leave a mark, do they exist?'
'His heart has a draft. It lets in light. It lets in storms. It lets in everything.'
'They say people are like snowflakes, each one unique, but I think they're more like skies. Some are cloudy, some are stormy, some are clear, but no two are ever quite the same.'
'Books, she has found, are a way to live a thousand lives - or to find strength in a very long one.'
Disclaimer: If you struggle with any of the issues mentioned briefly in this review or after reading this book. Please know that you are not alone and there is always help available. Some resources linked below;
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